~:: pAiN ::~

Last night I felt so scared...

I cried myself to sleep..

I cried and cried.. until the pain in my head is killing me..

The pain strangle me literally..

That I cannot breath..

I still feels like crying but the pain force me to stop..

So I stop..

But my body keeps shaking..

All I know is I'm scared.. I am so scared..

Because I leave the world behind and than my world left me..
Can't I stop it.. No.. I have no right to stop it..

Now.. I've lost everything over it and still I've not done good enough to own it..
Now I am alone.. I am truly alone...

It's too late I said.. It's too late I know..

So how can I start over..

I am not strong.. but I am just pretending..

And.. when  alone like this.. 

I am still shaking and bleeding..

Please... All I need is more strength to keep pretending...

Because.. My superman has died...

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