~:: dReAmS ::~

Sometimes dreams can cut you deep..

Left you building high hopes to what is still uncertain..

Without even realizing that with it comes a risk of falling hard on the ground..

Yes.. dreams and hope does hurt so much sometimes...

Especially when yours has crashed to the ground...

And it hurts much harder when you see someone else reached theirs..

My dreams hurt me so bad sometimes..

But I am still hoping...

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~:: a PlAcE wHeRe I bElOnG ::~

Ever felt that you do not know where you belong?

Ever felt that you are somewhere outside looking in?

Ever felt lost in a place that you have been staying for many years?

Ever felt you can't take it no more but you can't let it go?

Then you will ask yourself.. is this where I belong?

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~:: fAtHeRlY lOvE ::~

Just finished reading this one..

Love it... it's so funny and sweet... this book was written by a son to capture the beautiful but awkward and kind of funny advised given by his father.. which I think is soooo sweet..

I can't help myself by laughing out loud to while reading this... it's a stress release.. though the dad love cursing but he was trying to give a good advice actually...

Good read.. love this.. 

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~:: pElAyArAn ::~

Bagiku..

Hidup ini sebuah pelayaran... di sebuah lautan yang luas..

Ada masanya segala tenang berlalu.. bagai tanpa halangan...

Angin yang sama.. ada masanya kawan.. ada masanya lawan...

Sama juga arus yang sama.. ada masanya membelai.. ada masanya membadai..

Bagiku..

Hidup ini sebuah pelayaran... yang akan berlabuh di destinasinya..

Bila nyawa tak lagi dibadan....

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~:: gIfT ::~

I believed everyone was given a gift..

A gift that can be used to help them in their life..

A gift that can be used to help other..

A gift that can be used to change the life of someone..

Or even can change the world...

But in order to use it they have to search for it..

Some people find it.. some people don't..

I wonder what is the gift that was given to me and where is it?

Will I have enough time to be able to find it?

If I found it will I be able to use it?

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~:: dEcIsIoN ::~

I've finished reading this one.. I have to say Jodi Picoult is one of my favorite author.. I love the way she twisted the plot.. with her story of love.. families and my favorite topics... that is on the way people think and act...  because for me human psychology is always the biggest mystery of all time..

In this book it's all about decisions.. on how the character supposed to make the decision to the one they love by guessing what the person would like to want most.. It is also about sometimes we thought we could clearly guessed why someone act or made the decision that they did...just to know at the end of it what we thought we know all along is wrong.. and sometimes we although we think that the decision was made out of selfishness turn out to be that the person made that decision out of love...

For me it says.. what the book trying to say is that..  just because you love someone and think you know them enough to know what they were thinking when they done something that hurt you.. it does not mean that you guessed it correctly..

How I wish I could write like this..

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~:: iNvEnTiOn Of LoVe ::~

This animated short film is very touching..

Nothing can replace the real thing....

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~:: rEaD bEtWeEn ThE lInEs ::~

I believed that sometimes most people says what day don't mean.. 

Sometimes they also behave they way people wanted them to not the way they wanted it to be..

But why is it so? Is it the right thing to do?.. 

Or is it because they want to make themselves feel accepted..

I also did it most of the times..

So that I can feel I belong somewhere...

But it is kind of difficult.. since each individual had a different expectation of what they want..

So who then should I satisfy? 

I think the correct one is the one who determine the absoluteness of wrong and right...

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~:: dArI mAtA hAtI ::~

Jika sudi meneliti... memerhati dengan mata hati.. tiada apa yang tidak indah.. 

Jika sudi meneliti.. mendengar bisikkan kata naluri.. tiap sesuatu itu penuh madah..

Jika sudi meneliti... berbicara dari sanubari yang suci.. tiap kata kan menjadi pengubat gundah....

Tunas yang baru ingin bercambah.. dibalik jalinan kerikil bertaburan..

Seolah berkata inilah harapan.. yang bercambar dari serpihan masa yang silam.. 

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~:: tHe BeGiNnInG - pArT 2 ::~

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani...

01 Januari 2013....

Tarikh baru dikalendar yang baru...

Bagaimana nasibku di tahun ini?

Aku masih tak pasti..

Apa harapanku di tahun ini?

Hanya agar dipermudahkan segala usaha dan rezeki...

Moga aku dikurniakan hadiah dari Ilahi yang aku sedari untuk aku manfaatkan untuk kebaikan hidupku dan juga kebaikkan mereka disekelilingku..

Jika panjang usiaku jadikanla aku manusia yang berguna..

Jika pendek usiaku kembalikanlah aku di dalam husnul khotimah...

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