~:: rInDu ::~

Kini aku kerap ke mari.. kerana aku rindu.. rindu pada sesuatu yang amat aku rindu... 

Rindu ingin berbicara dengannya yang aku rindu... Namun takut rindu ini tiada berbalas rindu..

Ke mana kamu duhai rindu.. tidakkah engkau merindu..

Kini aku merindu... segalanya yang aku rindu...

~:: tHe SuN ::~

The sun is coming down again. Then again here I stood and watching that beautiful rays that will be gone when the darkness comes. Such a beauty that seems to stay forever but then again its not... But wait... The sun will rise again...

~:: hUjAn ::~

Hujan lagi.. Kali ini entah bila akan berhenti...

Namun aku tidak peduli.. Kerana aku suka rentak bunyinya yang hadir memecah sunyi..

Rentak yang tidak sumbang.. Malah amat menenangkan.. 

Cuma yang ku harap tiadalah ribut pula yang bakal bertandang..

Membawa pergi semua ketenangan.. 

~:: mOvInG fAr FaR aWaY ::~

Far far away.. where does the place exist coz I wanted to go there and stay.. be away from this hectic world without have to bring along my all the thing that chained me here.. but somehow I know that my heart did not have the courage to do so. Not because of me.. If I was that selfish I had done so but for the sake of a few that still cares for me..

~:: kElAm ::~

Malam sudah lama bertandang, namun mata ini masih enggan pejam..

Terkebil-kebil di dalam kelam, tiada apa nak dipandang..

Jasad kaku terbaring, namun fikiran kencang berlari..

Mungkin itu punca hati tak tenang..

~:: iF tOmOrRoW nEvEr CoMeS ::~

Thoughts crosses my mind a lot lately.. what if I never wake up tomorrow.. Then.. will I ever have the chance to make right what was wrong.. to finish what I have started..

Will I be missed?

~:: rOlLiNg In ThE dEep ::~

Just having a stroll outside and I quite tempted to this round thingy.. somehow I think it also looked so alien like.. it makes me wonder what the purpose of having put them here.. for decoration sure.. but maybe people can sit on after having a long walk.. so then I sit on it for a while and took this photo..

Looking at it again make me think deep.. of life.. may favorite subject of course :)  (and part of it of Adele's song rolling in the deep..)

Yes.. for me.. life is like a bouncing ball.. you will be kick down.. rolled away.. but you need to keep on bouncing up.. make you the air inside you is filled so that you can keep bouncing although how hard you've been kick.. because once you let all the air out as in give up.. then your life as a ball is over..

~:: pUrPoSe ? ::~

What is life without its purpose? 

Then again have we accepted its true purpose? Sometimes I remember. Sometimes I forget. Then sometimes I know I choose to ignore. I am not perfect. I am not strong. Though most of the times I've tried to be grateful but most of the time I feels like this world keeps bring me down.

~:: lIfE fRoM a ReAr ViEw MiRrOr ::~

That is me.. That is my bad habit.. That is how I viewed my life..

Constantly looking back... Then once in a while I just look when the one who used to walk behind me drive by.. I just don’t know how to change anymore.. I am stuck here.. still non moving in the world that constantly moving.. I don’t know maybe it is not that I don’t know how.. but I just refuse to move.. just because I’m tired of being push down and kick down.. 

~:: jAuH ::~

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