~:: mEmOrY lAnE ~ pArT 2 ::~

I promised myself not to mourn over the past.. 

since there's no way that I can change it..

I promised myself not to continue reminiscing the past.. 

although there stays the best moment of my life is..

But I've stayed there so long... 

That I don't know how to move forward anymore..

But I've stayed there so long..

That I don't know the way to nowhere anymore..

I feel stuck..

How.. how can I move from this..

How.. how can I learn to live again..

~::  *** ::~

~:: sUnYi ::~

Sunyi itu sepi.. Namun adakalanya indah..

Sunyi itu sepi.. Namun adakalanya memekakkan..

Sunyi itu aku.. Yang mencari makna diri...

Sunyi itu aku.. Yang mencari jalan kembali...

Namun sunyi itu perlu bagiku..

Untuk aku kembali mencari aku disebalik kemusnahan itu

~:: *** ::~

~:: pAiN - pArT 2 ::~

I don't know if my words were clear enough.. To tell how I feel..

I know sometimes it didn't make sense.. But that is how I feel..

At least I do understand what I wrote..

To tell it to people.. they might just be misunderstood..

Worst of all they might not even care to even listen..

At least here I had no expectation...

At least here.. I still can come back and find it is still there.. 

Everybody leaves.. I know..

But...

~:: *** ::~

~:: lEt Me Be ::~

A moment to myself.. Is all I asked for..

A moment to myself.. To find my strength once more..

A moment to myself.. So I can learn to forgive me..

A moment to myself.. So I can again find me..

Let me be.. Let me be.. Give me time to search me..

Let me be.. Let me be.. Hope I can still find me..

~:: *** ::~

~:: lAlAnG ::~

Hidup jangan ibarat lalang..

Yang tiada pendirian..

Sekejap ke kiri.. Sekejap ke kanan...

Hanya mengikut arus mendatang...

Hidup jangan ibarat lalang...

Yang menghalang jalan...

Tunggu masa untuk dibuang..

Kerna dibenci orang..

~:: *** ::~

~:: tAbAh - PaRt 2 ::~

Ada yang kata hatiku keras bagaikan batu kerikil..

Malah ada yang cuba memahatnya menjadi kecil..

Namun itu bukan caranya...

Itu hanya memburukkan semuanya..

Tidakkah mereka terfikir..

Bagaimana arus sungai memecah kerikil...

Bagaimana arus itu yang terus mengalir...

Membina laluan dengan lembut dan damai...

Itulah caranya memecah kerikil..

Dengan hikmah dan berterusan..

Bukan dengan paksaan dan kekerasan..

Namun biarkanlah hati ini terus mengeras umpama kerikil supaya sakitnya tidak lagi terasa..

~:: *** ::~

~:: dReAmS - pArT 2 ::~

Last night I had a dream..

Which I guess is more like a memories of the good old days..

When all was like a fairy tale...

When all was too good to be true..

But then the morning comes..

And the fairy tales end without an ending...

Sometimes... I wish I could stay in the dream forever..

~:: *** ::~

~:: vEnGeAnCe ::

For me that's the tagline for this book.. for post-modern crime novel lover.. All I can about this book is recommended.. recommended.. and recommended indeed.. Yup... I was truly gone when I was reading this book.. Gone within the fantasy of this author..

The story reminds you not to mess with a girl.. coz her revenge can mess you world for a live time.. be careful in who you love... because she/he might not be the one you thought you knew..

~:: *** ::~

~:: tHe BoY wItHoUt A fAcE ::~

This anime is deep..
Feeling out of place..
But anyway the boy somehow learns that all people a fake..
True colors any come out when misfortune befalls upon them...

Somehow I do feel like the boy who at the beginning...
Not knowing how to fit in...

~:: *** ::~

~:: wIsHiNg FoR aN aNgEl ::~

I have been through a lot,

To get to where I am,

Giving all that I have got,

Trying as much as I can.

When all I’ve done turn out wrong,

Don’t know what to do to keep going strong,

I push myself to keep holding on,

Until all my strength is finally gone.

All by myself I stand alone,

Through all the pain that I can never show,

Wishing someday an angel will come,

To share my burden and make it none.

~:: *** ::~ 

~:: hAlAmAn SePi - PaRt 2 ::~

Kekadang hati ingin berbicara.. 

Tentang terlalu banyak perkara..

Tentang segala rasa.. Tentang segala rahsia..

Namun hati ini tahu... Bahawa tidak semua yang akan mengerti..

Tidak semua yang akan memahami..

Malah hati ini amat mengerti... Bahawa tidak semua yang akan peduli...

Lantas.. Hati memilih untuk menyepi..

~:: *** ::~